I need to focus... this morning Lil Red wanted to drop by McDonald's to bring her teacher a coffee. Busy needed snacks for a class that the final was going to be major short in.
Must pass the time with snacks right?
I needed to pick up a few things since I try not to leave the house. So we were off - all after we got Lil Man on the bus and before they went to school.
Flying through town like a crazy woman on crack. We got everything done and everyone is safely distributed into their locations of responsibility and I am now in a chair swallowed by a rare silence.
I need to get on track. I feel lost lately. I need to just write those lists I so love to make and scratch items off one by one, then grin at what I've done.
I need a deeply hued sky over a ranch of miles and miles of land - clouds that loom with pending rain and grass beneath my bare feet.
I need to eat the last 12 gluten free cookies Busy made for me - all in the next 5 minutes. PMS... pshhh
I need to list the things I've made for the shop. Turns out my mind powers aren't as strong as I had hoped. My items still linger on the desk not listed.
I need to laugh more and play and smile so that its familiar again. My babies bring that out in me. There's a freedom and crumbling of walls and a nonsensical wave of silliness that they quilt me with.
They're getting older. I'm still enjoying every moment with them. Even when they're awful. Even when I'm awful.
I really... don't need much at all.
I think, I already have everything I need; including the cookies. The sky here will suit me just fine for now.
Over and out,